Unbreakable: I haven’t blogged in a few weeks, I can’t believe how depressed I have been with work and being back in China. It has been NUTS that I spent the whole summer here, the heat has been major. It was great to come home for two weeks and spend a little time with the fam. But it has been rough here in China since my return. I feel that nothing can click into place, or go my way. My eyes can’t cry anymore tears. The little things that I love to do in life are so difficult for me for me to accomplish right now. Just even blogging over the past few weeks has been a struggle! Sometimes I just want to throw in the towel and quit everything and give up, I get so defeated. This world is so hard! I wonder, when is it going to be my shining moment?
My awesome Grandma Tic Tac always says to me, “Meghan, you have to keep on keepin’ on.” What does that mean??? Does she really UNDERSTAND what I am going through? Can she really relate to me, my generation, and my business? I really don’t know but I do know that she is a very wise Lady who has seen it all, done it all and lived through a heck of a lot more than I have.
One thing that has keep me KEEPIN’ ON is the song, Broken by Lindsey Haun. I am listening to it over, and over, and over again…. It’s pretty pathetic. I really feel that I can connect with this song right now… it speaks to me. Here are the lyrics below, and you can even play it…. I hope that it can keep you moving, like it’s kept me, Keepin’ on!!!
“Wake up to a sunny day
not a cloud up in the sky,
then it starts to rain
My defenses hit the ground, And they shatter all around.
So open and exposed.
I found strength in the struggle. Face to face with my trouble.
When you’re broken in a million little pieces and you’re tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don’t you stop believing in your self. When you’re broken.
Little girl don’t be so blue, I know what you’re goin through. Don’t let it beat you up. Heaven knows that getting scars only makes you who you are…only makes you who you are.
No matter how much your heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking….yeeeaaaahhh
When you’re broken in a million little pieces and you’re tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don’t you stop believing in yourself. When you’re broken.
Better days are gonna find you once again every piece will find its place!
When you’re broken in a million little pieces and you’re tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. don’t you stop believin in your self When you’re broken.”
Chin Up! Peace, Love and Fashion! OXOXO Meghan Fabulous